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A Lonely Tear

I miss that face

That beautiful face

I can't believe you're gone

The memories of all

Those loving times

Race through my mind

A lonely tear

Waiting for a shoulder

To fall on

Yours isn't there

To relive all those moments

Just a dream

Will it ever come true?

You decide

I'll leave it up to you 


The End is Near

Such a fool

He doesn't know

What he's given up

I didn't want any of this

Like glass

My heart has shattered

Under pressure


Oh what a force

A force that can destroy

With a touch

My soul is at the breaking point

The crack

Growing deeper

Growing longer

With each touch

The end of my sanity is near

The end is near

Yes my darling

The end is near 

Such Fools

Such fools in this world

trying to destroy me

I can laugh in their faces

as they run after me

They cannot stop my love world

Such fools to try to break me down

I smile at their disgrace

My love world will always run – around 

My Last Notice

This is my last notice

I don't want anymore

Sure it was fun while

it lasted

But I've decided to walk

out the door

Isn't it funny how this

little game works

You push

I push

We all push

I'm tired of pushing

Sorry, I had to go 

So I Hurt You

I could have lied

but I love you too much

I'm sorry

I hurt you

I'm sorry

you're hurt


You may not hate me – yet

but the "yet" says

that you will

You say you wouldn't do this to me

but I could never hate you


So I hurt you

You hurt me too

So what comes next

You're afraid I'll leave you

But remember

You don't hate me – yet

but I could never hate you 


Oh the beauty of his face when he smiles

lights up the darkness in my life.

The emptiness and disgust disappears

when we speak.

The time we share together

is a hidden fact from the world

wanting to destroy

what might be the magic

needed in our lives. 

This Is Just a Joke

(vulgarity warning: pass on this if foul language disturbs you) 


Oh, for the love of love

Hey, fuck love and

fuck the motherfuckers who

fucking don't care if

they fuck a good fuck or

they fuck a bad fuck

all they fucking care about

is getting in a girl's pants

and getting their fuck 

The Stairs

Oh for the love of love

The power of the body is so intense

It takes only two


The stairs

They climb higher and higher

They never end


There is no relief for me

My climb lasts forever

I can never reach the top


Lord have mercy on me

Let me soar in paradise

If only for a second


Only three steps from heaven

Open the gates

Let me end this pain 

Illuminate My Soul

Oh the loss of my mind

Is so enlightening


My soul leads me

Roaming this lonely love

My karma has not been used

I have other lives ahead

Illuminate my soul

Let me rest in peace 

Die in Violence

Murder me

Oh murder me

Beat me please

Rape me

Gouge at my eyes 'till they fall loose

Slice my skin 'till my blood fills the room

I want to fight and lose to overpowerment

I want to die and die in violence 

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